Indescribable

Stress, Hurt, Life.

"Stress is part and partial of life, we must learn how to face it."

Hi peeps,
In life we all do have stressful times.
Its good to have stress, but not too much.
Stress is part and partial of life, but I don't like it. ><

Studies, Relationships, Friends, Family and other minor stuffs in my life make me really stressful.
Sometimes I feel like giving up in everything, so that maybe I could be stress free then.
But me being a perfectionist, I have very high expectations on myself.
I must always do well in whatever I am doing, if not I think I am a failure.
Its good and bad.
Good because I set high expectations and works towards it.
Bad because if I can't achieve what I expect, I will feel demoralise.

One of the larger segment of my stress is Studies.
As said, I do expect a lot from myself in achieving good grades.
But many a times it turns out to be crap.
These made me really stressed up for my N level.
Being afraid that I can't make it...
I am also very sensitive to how people look at me.
How they feel about me. Means a lot to me.
If I don't do well and go to ITE, how will people see me?
ITE is a good place, but it's just the environment.
But its me that is pressuring myself a lot.
I don't know why, but God created me like this and I do believe that he has a purpose. :)

Relationship, its complicated and also added a lot to my stress.
Not going to elaborate much as I have already said in my previous post.
But I shall slowly get over it.
It will be a painful and slow process, but I am gonna face it. ><

Friendship is another problem I also do face...
Conflicts at times,
Disagreement most of the times
and many more.
It actually do add in to the stress unknowingly sometimes.
But in the end of the day, they the one that are always by your side when you need them, besides your family.

Family. A big faction of our lives.
Only family will do everything and anything to help you at times of your needs.
They are the one they gives you the best support always.
But sometimes things happen in my family that made me really upset.
I really don't know what to do but to turn to God.
But no matter what, I always love my parents.
They never fail to give us encouragement and always try to be like us when interact in us.
Thank God for putting me in this family. :)

I do face many challenges in lives, but that is when I learnt to get over it.
Also this I when all my closest friends and family come together to give me hope and affirm me.
I feel very fortunate to have such people around me.
Thank you all for doing so much for me! :)
God bless! :)